So, I was thinking...

People are rediculous.

    I have always had problems with Matthew's ex-girlfriend. She has always been trying to give him reason to break up with me. She is basically trying to make me look bad. I am not one to resort to violence, but she has said some harsh things about me, but every time I have kept my cool. She makes me want to hit her so hard. I am not sure what she thinks of herself. She is always going around talking about how much she hates sluts and liars, but she is basically a slut. (this is widely known throughout this area).  Mainly because slut means someone who engages in sexual activity outside of a long term relationship during the duration of that relationship. So that also makes her a liar.

    I am not "cyber bashing" her or anything im just stating these things for the sake of their fact. its a part of my life, this is my blog. and she cause me problems. I don't think people like her ever change though. I guess I can deal.

    I am doing great so far today.

        I have stayed on track and exercized. I feel really good. Maybe if I can be this progressive for a week, I may have some results. I will  just have to wait and see for the rest of the week I guess. I dont want to be dianosed with an ED but im not sure if i can get to desired weight without it. I will try to be healthy and suggest you do too.

total caloric intake so far today(at 5:38pm)
 Green Tea with honey: 60cal
 Ceaser Salad from McDonalds: about 230cal
 (dinner updated around 9) 250 cal

I am not positive how much water so far, but it is alot. I have always drank alot of water. I usually get over my 8 glasses. :3

                                 I am so happy it is Fall!

Halloween is my all time favorite holiday!

I think thats why I love fall.